Originally I wanted to blog because so many people had been asking how I would communicate while we were in Africa. I thought I should get the hang of it before leaving since I would probably have more time and electricity to do that here in MN. Occasionally I would read other blogs but I didn't actually follow any one blogger, I just read what happened to come across my path. I had no idea what I was getting myself into.
The more I blog the more I find myself interested in what others are blogging about. I have one friend that has a blog a day. I have no idea how she can come up with something interesting every day but somehow she does. I sometimes have to wait until the end of the day to see what she has to say because she is waiting for a burst of inspiration but she never fails me. Her mind is as random as mine so you never know what you will get. She inspires me with her writing because I can see how some seemingly irrelevant thing will resonate with me, maybe my blog is doing the same to others.
Blogging is a little like scrapbooking but with words. When I first start scrapbooking, I would see everything I did in life through the lens of a camera and what that would look like on a page. Now as things happen in my day, I jot myself a note of what's happening if I think it might be blogger worthy at some point. It does become a bit obsessive at times. I can focus too much on how many people have read certain articles or if anyone bothered. Sometimes I think I have something really important to share and just a few people take note. I wonder what it is that will draw their attention, and laugh when it is "deep" things like toilets around the world. I shared thoughts about missing my Mom, since I know that many of my friends have also lost their Moms and could relate to the feelings that I was having that day. I guess that was too deep of a subject because very few even read it and the ones that did probably thought I was depressed or something. Grief is weird, it shows up occasionally when you aren't expecting it and I chose to expose myself in hopes that it would encourage even one person going through a similar time.
The thing that has surprised me the most is how many people have told me certain things I have written have touched them or encouraged them. I shouldn't be surprised because I have been encouraged by others in the same way. I'm surprised sometimes by how much I have in common with events from other peoples lives. I have had people comment on that about my blogs too, that they have been through the same thing or felt the same way or wanted to do the same thing that my family is doing or has done. It's when I am the most transparent about myself that what I say resonates the most with a reader. It's scary at times to be truly transparent and exposed. I run the risk of judgement or being misunderstood by someone who is only getting a small glimpse into my life. I think of that when I am reading other blogs, that I am just getting one snap shot and not read too much into that little piece of their life.
So fellow bloggers, keep up the good work! Your words have encouraged me, they have made me laugh. Your words have given me food for thought as well as ideas for actual food/menu plans. You have shared God's Word when I have needed it. You have given me fresh ideas and insight into my homeschool day. You have reminded me of all I have to be thankful for and blogging has given me a place to share that.